Been bothered by some things the past few weeks-renovation works in the house and the ensuing huge mess,family health problems, laptop woes (which seems resolved after almost a month, thankfully)and some moments of self doubt. if there's anything good that has come out of all this it's that i've discovered a little bit of strength in me i nv felt i had though it does fluctuate at times. and i realised that sometimes it feels good to be needed than to need..

Still amidst everything i've had some nice meetups in the last 2 weeks of my hols while looking for a job-though everything has passed by so quickly im scared i will fget it all-nice stroll and chat at botantic gardens with bin, meeting up with jul, atas tea party with alic (haha thx alic), PS with alic and mich, peranakan conference with mag (haha!), kangxi with mag and aud, fishead and whole-day-out with wenxin among others..:) and there's the upcoming exhibition and sep to prepare for, and driving lessons too..And above all what i really need is a job, it doesnt feel good to be frictionally unemployed and idling around..

and on a sidenote, my bro's back too with his 1st degree. we are proud of him, not just of the perfect gpa, the final year proj (an eye tv tt enables users to switch channels by flicking eye balls-it really works!) but how all this was achieved given the circumstances and conditions.